BLAH!!!!

I don't know about anyone else but I am so sick of this crappy weather! I will be happy to see the sunshine..someday haha
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Tomorrow we are celebrating my aunt's 90th birthday. She is my mom's sister. There will be cousins there I have never even met! I have very mixed emotions about going. Since Mom passed away 2 years ago I really don't have much to do with that part of the family. I feel like an outsider when I'm with them and its not a very comfortable feeling. I really don't have anything in common with them....they are very different....and I'll leave it at that! haha...My son, his wife and my grandson are going as well as my other son and his girlfriends so it will be nice to have them there for sure.
Some of you that know me know I haven't spoken to my sister since shortly after mom passed away and she will be there tomorrow. I have very mixed emotions about that. On one hand I am curious to see her and on the other I'm a ball of nerves...especially if she is drinking. Should prove to be an interesting day and I'm sure I will have lots to share on Sunday.
I came home early from work today as I wasn't feeling that great. It just hit me after lunch like a ton of bricks. I'm still not feeling that great. Hopefully a good nights sleep will fix that. I'm hoping my crazy cat Billy will sleep tonight. I don't know what is up with him lately but he like to keep me awake and then fall asleep just before the alarm goes off for me to go to work! At least I can sleep in a bit tomorrow! I love to sleep in! hah
I've changed my background to penguins because I LOVE PENGUINS!! There is just something about them that makes me smile..and between the weather, tomorrow's party and not sleeping I could use something to make me smile :)
Well thats it for now. I'll be sure to have all kinds to share on Sunday!
take care everyone!