It's Been Forever!

I haven't written anything in so long! So much has happend and changed that it would take forever and far to many pages to write it all!
I have moved into a larger apartment and am very happy here. Its nice to be able to invite people over and have a place for them to sit. My previous place was just way to small to ever have company. I didn't realzie how much I missed having people over until I started doing it again!

I'm still stitching and just finished a small project for my son...I'll try and post a pic as soon as I figure out how! I still have way to many projects on the go but thats my crazy way of doing things I guess.

I have so much I want to talk about.....if for no other reason then to get things off my chest but I need to think it thru a bit more before posting.

One thing I will say....I have been given a very rude awakening lately regarding who my friends are and who I can depend on. It never ceases to amaze me how the people you think will always be there for you are suddenly gone from your life and treat the most hurtful and then  here I am wondering what I have done to deserve it. Do I think it can be fixed? No unfortunately I don't. Too many things have happened, been said and the damage has been done.

I'm not the trusting type..ask anyone that knows me...but I did trust these individuals completely. I guess thats what hurts the most is knowing my trust has been broken....along with my heart.

I was always the type to be very distrustful and played my cards close to the chest...I think its time to go back to those roots. At least until I can regain some trust in myself and my ability to know who I can trust again.

I am more grateful then words can say for the friends that are supporting me right now. It means more to me then I could ever say.

Life moves on and lessons have been learned....the hard way! Which is usually how I learn :(